It feels like I only broke up with my boyfriend yesterday. However, it was more than six months since we broke up. Since we broke up, I have emerged myself in London escorts and just kept going. I am not sure what I would have done if it was not for cheapest escorts. Therapy may the right way to go for some people, but I am not sure that it would work for me. I think that keeping busy is a good thing to do when you have come out of a bad relationship.
To many others, my boyfriend was a nice guy. He was always buying the other girls at the companion service drinks and he was also very nice to them. But, he was not like that with me. He realised I was doing well at work and bullied me for money all of the time. Normally I would not have put up with that sort of behaviour, but for some reason, we drifted into what I call a toxic relationship. I became the provider and he contributed very little towards our relationship.
After we had been together for about a year, I noticed that I was not feeling so good about myself. I was tired all of the time and worked all of the hours I could at London escorts. However, I did not feel like I was working for me. Everything seemed to be about him. I did not feel like I wanted to do anything when I was not at the cheapest escorts. It was just like I was at my boyfriend’s beck and call all of the time. I had enough and decided to call it quits.
My boyfriend had the key to my flat so I ended up changing the locks. He was not happy about it, but I knew that I had to let go off him. When I stopped and thought about it, it was obvious that he was beginning to affect my life negatively in so many ways. My friends at London escorts had noticed that I was not the same girl who had joined the escort agency. With their support, I was finally able to let go of my nemesis and move on with my life.
The entire experience has affected me so much that I don’t feel like having another boyfriend at the moment. The men I date at London escorts are really nice to me and I enjoy their company immensely. That is all I need right now. I have sort of made this pact with myself that I need to lick my wounds and start to feel better about myself before I get personally involved with a man again. Perhaps I never will. It does not matter at the moment. I am going stick to escorting for now and do the things which I enjoy doing. Sometimes a little time on your own can do great stuff for you and I think that I need my own space at the moment.